Post by Deleted on Apr 7, 2017 23:38:40 GMT -5
Strangest thing ever happened to me earlier today btw. I can't fully explain it here because the story involves my mental health, and despite how much I share on here, I only share stuff that I don't mind people using against me.
Anyway, I just found earlier today that a friend I made through Grindr was friends with the brother of one of my friends from highschool. I found this out accidentally through Facebook.
The brother died last year, literally around the same time that my life entered a pit. I ended up deleting my Facebook account before he died, so I wasn't around to comfort my friend or even know what happened until today.
And it's such strange timing because it's about to be the same time of year that he died and that I went through what I went through, and I've been getting closer and closer to reaching the bottom of that pit that I entered around this same time a year ago. Then I find out that my friend's brother died.
And now every time I think about it I sort of giggle at myself because it's so fucking silly. Like the timing for this is so goddamn comical that I can't help but feel silly.
So I'm thinking about the brother's death and the timing and, I feel like I was meant to learn about it now. And I'm not sure if that's true or not, but this is just too strange a happening.
All I can think is that I should not do what I was thinking of doing and that I should stop doing the things that I am doing and that I should do the things that I keep refusing to do.
So, that means that rping has to go. For good, for now. Red, we will do Oro + young character EoW, I fucking promise lol. Sorry to Bel and Fio and theme, but I message you on Chatango every bow and then so keep your chat open ma'am
Aaaaaaaaand that's everybody who'll care about my leave; so—other than that, Red if you ever find the time (assuming that everything is archived before I can get to it) could you copy paste Inu's techs and save them? If so, I'll tell you more about it later, like how I plan to get the code from you.
My clans can stay because I love them and created them for the site even though only one was approved and I hope it helps you guys.
Soooooooooo, without further ado!
*hits that old dusty trail*
Anyway, I just found earlier today that a friend I made through Grindr was friends with the brother of one of my friends from highschool. I found this out accidentally through Facebook.
The brother died last year, literally around the same time that my life entered a pit. I ended up deleting my Facebook account before he died, so I wasn't around to comfort my friend or even know what happened until today.
And it's such strange timing because it's about to be the same time of year that he died and that I went through what I went through, and I've been getting closer and closer to reaching the bottom of that pit that I entered around this same time a year ago. Then I find out that my friend's brother died.
And now every time I think about it I sort of giggle at myself because it's so fucking silly. Like the timing for this is so goddamn comical that I can't help but feel silly.
So I'm thinking about the brother's death and the timing and, I feel like I was meant to learn about it now. And I'm not sure if that's true or not, but this is just too strange a happening.
All I can think is that I should not do what I was thinking of doing and that I should stop doing the things that I am doing and that I should do the things that I keep refusing to do.
So, that means that rping has to go. For good, for now. Red, we will do Oro + young character EoW, I fucking promise lol. Sorry to Bel and Fio and theme, but I message you on Chatango every bow and then so keep your chat open ma'am
Aaaaaaaaand that's everybody who'll care about my leave; so—other than that, Red if you ever find the time (assuming that everything is archived before I can get to it) could you copy paste Inu's techs and save them? If so, I'll tell you more about it later, like how I plan to get the code from you.
My clans can stay because I love them and created them for the site even though only one was approved and I hope it helps you guys.
Soooooooooo, without further ado!
*hits that old dusty trail*